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this is an amazing post i suggest you all read
Friday, July 27, 2012
Tuesday, July 24, 2012
First time caver!!!
Talk about a crazy weekend… I gotta tell you about the
craziness of my first caving experience…
So Phil took me to KOR this last weekend (Karst-O-Rama) down
in Kentucky. On Thursday night we got there and got the tent set up and hung
out with some people before the rain started. Friday morning we get up and head
out for Millers Cave. Phil’s cousin was leading a group there so Phil was
tailing the group so of course I stayed second to the end so that he was always
there to keep an eye on me. Let me set up this view for you… I have coveralls
on over my layer of under armor, knee pads to protect me, and a bright yellow
helmet with a light on it which makes me look just like a coal miner hahah… so
anyway we get there and hike up the side of a mountain to get to the cave
entrance. So by this point I am petrified beyond belief and my heart beat is a
million beats a minute but I think I did an ok job not looking crazy scared
hahaha. So we get in and the first thing we have to do is army crawl… forever…
ok not forever but it’s a long way and Im thinking “oh god what if we get to a
point where I don’t fit” well anyway I did and sure enough eventually I make it
out to the other side and am officially in the cave now. The cave was kinda
cool but I was so busy paying attention to where I was going and not falling or
not dying that I didn’t spend much time looking around. I worked my butt off
trying to keep up. I thought I got stuck once but Phil calmed me down and told
me how to make my shoulders fit better. This calmed me down a lot… Then there
was this crazy hole where phil just spider manned his way up but they had to
pull all of the rest of us up since we couldn’t pull the same act he had just
done… By the time all was said and done 4 + hours later I was exhausted and
convinced that I wasn’t a fan and wasn’t sure if I wanted to try it again on
Saturday….
Saturday morning came and I woke up petrified yet again of what the day would hold but I sucked it up and told myself to put on my big girl panties and deal with it… So we head out for day 2…. A new cave and let me tell you about this crazy drive… all the roads here are po-dunk little back stone country roads and then all of a sudden we pull off this currently crappy road on to what they call the “goat path road” It is only as wide as a single vehicle… you have to have 4 wheel drive and it has brush growing down both sides and puddles the size of creeks across them…. It takes quite a while and a lot of good driving to eventually get to a place where we had to get out and walk the rest of the way because the road was washed out…. This is a real road that is actually on a map… you wouldn’t even believe it…. I’d have trouble getting a crappy 4 wheeler up this road…. Anyway we get out and head into the cave…. I was warned that it was a wet cave and I would be getting soaked… so we get in and I decide to follow Phil’s cousin so that way I don’t have time to get freaked out haha… There was this crazy long passage that was super narrow but we were going so fast I didn’t have time to worry about it… I was jumping over obstacles and propelling myself through some areas and crawling through water and squeezing through areas and for once I felt like the spiderman of this relationship hahah. I was really proud of myself…. Anyway we get through that and we take a minute to relax on this big hill in this big cavern and we all layed down and shut off our lights…. Its crazy how dark it was… you don’t realize what dark is until you have done something like that… you keep looking for light or looking for some speck of light or you start seeing what you think is something when there really is nothing but pitch black…. It’s the coolest thing ever… I just couldn’t get over it and your eyes don’t adjust eventually like they do in a dark bedroom or closet… you are just in blackness… it was sooo amazing… so anyway we eventually get up and moving again and we are wading through water waist high in places and im climbing up stuff and exploring and was even leading for awhile…. I found ways to climb up without assistance… I was climbing on ledges and up through holes and under rocks… I tested my body in ways I didn’t know was possible… It’s funny what the body is capable of when you make it do stuff you don’t think you can do… at one point I was climbing up these rocks to get into a secret formation room and I fold a hand hold, pulled my leg up past my known flexibility and pulled myself up with my arms until I was up then proceeded to do it again from a smaller ledge with a smaller foothold and I managed to get up there yet again…. Then again and again I kept surprising myself… I even found a way to climb down something by pushing my back up against one wall and walking down with my legs pressed up against an adjoining wall…. I didn’t know I could that…. And since I wasn’t freaking out this time I actually stopped to look around and let me tell you…. It was beautiful… the formations in the caves and the waterfalls and the shapes and colors of the rocks…. You wouldn’t believe how gorgeous it is when its normally in complete darkness…. The stalagmites and stalactites were just gorgeous and I was fascinated and drawn into it all…. I was officially hooked I think at that point right before we decided to turn around and head back out….. By the time we saw sunlight again I was exhausted but it was sooooo worth it!!!
Saturday morning came and I woke up petrified yet again of what the day would hold but I sucked it up and told myself to put on my big girl panties and deal with it… So we head out for day 2…. A new cave and let me tell you about this crazy drive… all the roads here are po-dunk little back stone country roads and then all of a sudden we pull off this currently crappy road on to what they call the “goat path road” It is only as wide as a single vehicle… you have to have 4 wheel drive and it has brush growing down both sides and puddles the size of creeks across them…. It takes quite a while and a lot of good driving to eventually get to a place where we had to get out and walk the rest of the way because the road was washed out…. This is a real road that is actually on a map… you wouldn’t even believe it…. I’d have trouble getting a crappy 4 wheeler up this road…. Anyway we get out and head into the cave…. I was warned that it was a wet cave and I would be getting soaked… so we get in and I decide to follow Phil’s cousin so that way I don’t have time to get freaked out haha… There was this crazy long passage that was super narrow but we were going so fast I didn’t have time to worry about it… I was jumping over obstacles and propelling myself through some areas and crawling through water and squeezing through areas and for once I felt like the spiderman of this relationship hahah. I was really proud of myself…. Anyway we get through that and we take a minute to relax on this big hill in this big cavern and we all layed down and shut off our lights…. Its crazy how dark it was… you don’t realize what dark is until you have done something like that… you keep looking for light or looking for some speck of light or you start seeing what you think is something when there really is nothing but pitch black…. It’s the coolest thing ever… I just couldn’t get over it and your eyes don’t adjust eventually like they do in a dark bedroom or closet… you are just in blackness… it was sooo amazing… so anyway we eventually get up and moving again and we are wading through water waist high in places and im climbing up stuff and exploring and was even leading for awhile…. I found ways to climb up without assistance… I was climbing on ledges and up through holes and under rocks… I tested my body in ways I didn’t know was possible… It’s funny what the body is capable of when you make it do stuff you don’t think you can do… at one point I was climbing up these rocks to get into a secret formation room and I fold a hand hold, pulled my leg up past my known flexibility and pulled myself up with my arms until I was up then proceeded to do it again from a smaller ledge with a smaller foothold and I managed to get up there yet again…. Then again and again I kept surprising myself… I even found a way to climb down something by pushing my back up against one wall and walking down with my legs pressed up against an adjoining wall…. I didn’t know I could that…. And since I wasn’t freaking out this time I actually stopped to look around and let me tell you…. It was beautiful… the formations in the caves and the waterfalls and the shapes and colors of the rocks…. You wouldn’t believe how gorgeous it is when its normally in complete darkness…. The stalagmites and stalactites were just gorgeous and I was fascinated and drawn into it all…. I was officially hooked I think at that point right before we decided to turn around and head back out….. By the time we saw sunlight again I was exhausted but it was sooooo worth it!!!
Saturday night we hung out, had dinner, and phil took me up
the main cave there. Its just a tourist cave that you can through in shorts and
sandals but it is still a gorgeous and very large cave… there is this thing
they call signature alley and it is this tight passage where past workers and
cavers have signed their names into the wall… you aren’t allowed to anymore
because its considered a historical place but if you try real hard you can find
this picture of a well drawn bird which is the signature of someone famous…. I’ll
leave you in suspense as to who drew it but its amazing…. Phil even ended up
buying me my own new red helmet and bright helmet light and I bought a red cave
suit to go with it…. I do believe I’m officially a caver (don’t tell my mother
haha) and I guess that makes us a caving couple hahah…. How many people can say that hahah….
So anyway a rough start led to an amazing weekend and a new
fun hobby. Oh and I found out later that that first cave is considered one of
the hardest “intermediate” caves that there are and a lot of people were amazed
that that was my first ever cave…. Maybe ill have to go back and tackle again
so I can say I defeated it unafraid…..
I still have a lot to learn but Phil is a good teacher and my next big thing will be carrying my own backpack hahaha
Random off subject side note: while I was gone my friend
Teresia got engaged to her boyfriend Christopher!!! I AM SOOOOOO EXCITED FOR
HER!!!! Congrats again T!!! Love you
tons!!!!
Thursday, July 12, 2012
July
So now it is well into July! Birthday Month!!! Hahaha I love
birthdays… not just mine but everyones hahaha. Im a nerd but I know my sister
Jenni is just like that too so I’m not the only one. So lets get caught up
shall we?
Last weekend Phil and I headed to Cumberland for the weekend
to hang with his family on the lake. We took our sweet time getting there
stopping for random shopping trips and just took our time but eventually we got
there and hung out around the campfire that night. Saturday we went out on the
boat all day and I got fried hahah Im already peeling from it. Come to find out Phil is quite the water skiing champ and I got to witness it first hand. He said he will teach me too which should be interesting hahah. Saturday night
his family surprised me by celebrating my birthday!!! Mom and Dad got me an
awesome 6qt crockpot and an amazing set of new measuring spoons for me. My
sweetie got me the 50 shades of grey book and his sister got me the other two
parts to that series. We even had a yummy dessert which they put candles on. I
was so surprised but super excited!!! Sunday morning we went fishing and caught
4 fish!!! Pretty good for a beginner like me I thought!!!!! Phil was a great
teacher!!!
Had a flat tire this week that was a pain to deal with but
oh well… Take everything in stride I guess!
Last night Phil got off work early since he went in early so
we decided to go try out Frisbee golf… It was actually pretty fun since we
teamed up rather than competing but I had a great time and it gave us a chance
to get outside and explore some… It was a great date night.
Heading home this weekend!!! My niece got married in Ireland
a week or so ago and her reception is Saturday night so I will get to see the
whole family which Im excited about. Phil should have met almost everyone by
now but in case we missed anyone they should be at the reception.
Summer is going way to fast…. I need it to go ahead and
start over hahaha
Next Thursday we leave for my first caving experience!!!
Guess who is excited…. This girl!!!! Phil took me to get my ‘caving suit’ and
he bought me gloves and there are only a few more things we need to figure out.
We leave Thursday and cave Friday and Saturday then we come home Sunday morning
and Phil and I have another concert Sunday night…. Talk about a busy couple of
weeks hahaha
Live it up I guess… we are only young once!!!
Peace and love
Monday, July 2, 2012
past to future
I had a funny idea cross my mind this morning and I thought
Id share it with you all. So as Im walking to my car this morning I realized
how life changes without you realizing it. So every morning I get up and go for
a run as Phil goes to work. We leave the apartment together and kiss goodbye
and I head to the gym and he heads to work. As I threw my bag in the car to go
to work today I realized that I used to throw my bag into the car to go to
school. I remember how incredibly
excited I was to finally have a drivers license. I remember going to pick up my
friend Teresia to go for the inaugural drive. She had taken me for one on
county rd G when she got hers so I picked her up for mine. It was incredible. Then school started and I
drove to school every day often going faster than I should most of the time. I’d
park in my designated spot and walk into the school feeling like I owned the
place because now I could drive hahah. Now I don’t even think twice about
getting up in my own apartment, cooking my own breakfast with food I bought at
the grocery store or farmers market, brushing my teeth in my bathroom or
heading to work in my car… What a grown up thing to say right? I went to work
today…. I mean Ive been working since I was little. I babysat until I was 16
then I immediately started waiting tables which I did until a year ago just to
support myself. Some summers I had multiple jobs working at the hospital and the
diner or working at the bees and running the school phone system, odd and end
jobs here and there just to put myself through school and pay my bills but now something
feels different. I wake up to the man of my dreams. I put myself together and
run in the morning. Head off to work and come home around five. I cook dinner
and eat with Phil before settling down for the night. Sometimes going out to
play with him or sometimes hanging out in the reading chair working on my
latest novel. Whatever it is it just feels different now. Phil and I talk about
houses and rent and mortgages and car payments and gas prices and politics and
stuff I used to think was all grown up nonsense. Ive always paid my own car
payments and insurance and stuff like that but yet it feels different now… Isnt
that the strangest thing?
We went to a wedding this past weekend with his cousin
getting married. I caught the bouquet and I couldn’t help but think… She gets
to throw this thing to me and she never has to think about catching one ever
again… She will wake up tomorrow morning married…. I wonder if she feels
different at all or if the happiness just continues forever…. Its just
something kind of fun to think about I guess….
Everything I do on a daily basis now…. Will I look back at
it ten years from now and have the same conversation with myself that I had
this morning… Will I have kids and a home and a husband and will I walk to the
car in the morning carrying a sleeping child to take to daycare and look at my
car and laugh and say… wow I remember when it was just me coming to the car in
the morning and driving to work after waking up at that tiny little apartment
in oxford. Hahahah who knows…. Maybe one
day this will all seem like a distant memory just like getting my drivers
license seems like it was a lifetime ago…..
Check back in ten years and Ill let you know hahaha
God Bless
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